I just realized i have not updated my blog for 32 days and since i'm free, I should just do it now. Well, not exactly free. I just had science tution from 12.30-2.30pm. At 4.30 till 6.30, I have a math tution. Wow. What a new year. I have to make some new year resolutions so that at least I won't wander around my year without any sense of time or goals. So, the first and foremost thing, is to....live! I know it seems like a very easy goal but it just depends on whether you want to live. So, it's actually not difficult to decide you want to die. Then comes the details of my life. I need to do something bout my hair. since one of my resolutions is to swim every sunday and i keep to my promises, I have just stirred up another problem. My hair. Even Ariel Guo found out that there's something wrong with my hair. so there must really be something wrong. It's not damaged or anything but it's like grass. Maybe even grass is much more moisturized than my hair. How do grass moisturize? oh gosh, i'm getting senseless by the year. ok so i bought two moisturizers, might have overdone it a little. but you never know, do you? My next resolution is to swim at least 50 laps every sunday, before I go for my Chinese tution. I seem to have uncountable tutions. That's my resolution too. To pay attention in tution. Especially science. Because I'm haiving a phobia for physics. I just have no intention of paying attention to that......that....forget it. i'm totally depending on my tution for science. As for my other subjects, I don't have any problems. Tution's just for improving and raising my standards. I have another resolution, it's to love my sisters. I can't believe she's primary 4 this year. why is she growing so fast? and the small girl i used to call baby sis is now 5years old in 5 days. Am i the only one behind time? They irritate me at least 10 times a day. i'm getting to suspect that's the purpose of their lives. but i really love it when they're sleeping. They look just like little, HARMLESS, angels. How many resolutions have i listed already? Oh well, I'll just carry on cos they keep coming. I've to try to keep in touch with my primary school classmates. That's something my mum couldn't do. But i'm intending to treasure them cos they're the ones whom i can jus tell all my earth-shattering, i'm-gonna-assasinate-the-president kind of secrets and she won't tell a single soul bout it. that's what i like about this kind of pure and innocent frenships from primary school. Nicole is so formidable she's still keeping in touch with her kindergarten mates. I really admire her for that. so i should cherish my sec school frens too. tution time!!!
ok i think i've almost finished my resolutions for this year. When I say almost, it means i'm not done yet. it's just that I can't really think right now. I just watched step up. it's the second time, abit funny to watch it twice but my sis was watching it. So now my head's filled with all that dance moves. Hahaha. I just remembered when I went for my operation. They made me sign an agreement bout what i'm supposed or not supposed to do after the op. One of them was not to make any important decisions which might be greatly affecting my life 24hours after the op or something like that. When i read that i laughed, but after the operation i knew why, cos i couldn't think. I could think but i felt drunk. not that i've been drunk but i just have no other way to describe it. It's just all fuzzy, blurr, drowsy everything. Now, I'm much more awake. but these mental blocks keep coming back. Maybe cos i don't really like to think. I've got these metal things in my mouth now. At first, it had been rubber. I think i ate one of them. Oh well, nothing happened to me. But something's definitely going to happen to me if i don't get to bed now.
Labels: normal days
got me singing like, nananana everyday, 4:52 PM.
